Et j’ai fait le serment d’aimer sans espérance, mais non pas sans bonheur,
– je vous vois, c’est assez

ABOUT

Estrella | 20↑ | She/Her | INTP

This 夢 account is dedicated for the stage play Fleur de Maris,
featuring Shu Itsuki and Estrella Mizukami in the lead roles.


I use my persona, Estrella [specifically enstars variant] for my yumeship, and she is basically the personification of myself, so please don't project yourself onto her.All artwork and writing on my account is created by me unless otherwise credited (e.g., commissioned work will include the artist/writer's name).It's a pleasure to meet you!

BYF

I converse in ID, a mix of ID and EN, or full ENI enjoy sharing and retweeting content about my mutual ships , including BL and GLI also ship canon x canon character but i would rarely / almost not talk at all about it hereSome stories include major character death, violence, and abuse, so be aware of this [ i rarely talk about this side of content but just in case]If I annoy you or make a mistake, please DM me so we can discuss itMy DMs are always open, but I reply at my own pace due to limited social energy (so don't be offended if I reply late, even if I'm online)Busy with IRL's but would be very active at timesI don't open permanent tags, but if any of you want to put me in your permanent tags, feel free to do so

DNI

Coming here with less than good intention and/or having hidden agenda.Under 17 [ this is just a precaution because some of my mutuals content might not so suitable for minors ]can't respect my boundaries or other boundaries.hate GL / BL.THINK FICTION = REALITYSupporting AI.Supporting Israel .[ for indonesian ] if you vote number 02 out of your own consent and is avid supporter of them, please just don't interact.

PERFORMER

Sharing STATUS | 同担拒否 ( EXCEPTION : FOR CURRENT MUTUAL OK )

CW : Mention of Abuse, Suicidial behaviour
emojis : 🌹💫
tags: #FleurdeMaris , #LuneRosa [ AU ], #StElysium [ Estrella-centric contents]
flowers : Diphylleia Grayi, Astragalus, Amaryllis
song [ main ] : day6 - let me love you, day6 (even of day) - thanks to, btob - be together


斎宮 宗

"Let us sift away all the filth and carry only the beautiful and the valuable to heaven"

Artist Idol | Valkyrie Leader

Seeking to transform what it means to be an idol by using the fine arts. Currently active in France incorporating a global perspective into his work.He has a meticulous and neurotic disposition. He is often short-tempered and impassioned, but sometimes glimpses of kindness can be seen.His singing voice is powerfully extravagant, and his performances are calculated to the most minute of details. He is the leader of Valkyrie at COSMIC PRODUCTION.

水上 エステラー

"Now, ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the masquerade and enjoy the ball to its utmost!"

CEO of Seishin'anzen Security | Actress

Treat your whole life as a grand stage and prepare a thousand faces is her motto. She is currently busy handling matters as the CEO of Seishin'anzen Security while still being quite active as an actress.A young lady from a distinguished family dwells in the security sector. She is always seen with a confident yet enigmatic smile, able to finish work thrown at her perfectly.Her performance as an actress is flawless and full of emotion. She is an actress from COSMIC PRODUCTION.Notes :
Estrella have platonic relationship with Mika Kagehira (familial - not blood related) and Kanata Shinkai (close friend)
All Estrella counterparts share a common trait and thus it applied for 'this Estrella', tooa deep infatuation with both the sea and the starry sky, reaching a somewhat concerning level.
She frequently loses herself in a trance (when she not in very good physical or mental states), thus drawn to the sea at night(by continuously walking closer to it) and the starry sky (sitting on high places, ledges, or windowsills) to be as close to them as possible.


Alternate Universe : Lune Bleue, Roses Sang

CW : Major Character Death, Mention of Torture and Inhuman ExperimentIn a parallel universe of Shu Itsuki and Estrella Mizukami, where the tale unfolds differently: Here, Estrella is portrayed as a departed witch called Elysée, her spirit lingering in the mortal realm, confined to her estate.
Meanwhile, Shu, which in this universe called Raphaël de Terre-Sainte, a relatively insignificant figure within the church and institution, unexpectedly finds himself entrusted with the responsibility of overseeing every aspect concerning the enigmatic ghost haunting the manor.


“I might be insane for this, I truly am. But I really don’t want to leave her. She looks at me as if I’m insane too. But this is how I truly feel. I don’t even know what drives me to stay. Is it because I don’t want her to be alone again, only to face eradication when the institute finally figures out how to destroy her? Or is it because I now fully understand the true nature of the institution and no longer want to be part of it?I’m confident in so many aspects, but this feeling, I can’t quite comprehend it. Maybe spending more time with her would help me understand it better. Would forever be enough? I want to be with her forever, though I don't think that's possible. I definitely must be insane.”- Raphaël de Terre-Sainte

Is he perhaps a bit unhinged? What's driving him to stay in the manor indefinitely instead of adhering to our initial agreement of three months? Is he mentally sound? Doesn't he realize that choosing to stay constitutes a betrayal of the church and the institution? While I appreciate the idea of having him around to alleviate my loneliness, the cost of his decision doesn't sit well with me.I don't believe fear of the institution is what's driving him to stay. So what is it then? What compels him to remain by my side? A ghost—nothing more than the spectral remnants of a creature once despised by humanity when she walked among them. A creature known as a witch.”- Elysée